hellos!

hahas okays..
lessons were pretty fine.

mr neo is crazy.
he makes pple copy the vision and mission a million and one times.
and he's english is SUPER SUPER BAD!
like really really bad lar!

okays enough of him.
life skills was retarded.
spent almost the whole lesson looking out of the window.
i was bored.
though nothing was there i guess it was pretty much better then mr neo's lesson?heh

after sch went t zone.
hahas snr mary is damn evil lar!
so is snr martha.
hahas they're retarded lar!

later did art.
hahsa i jus love our piece lar!
it jus really nice.
it jus eluminates tht feelin!
hahas it's jus really nice lar!
especially with tht dove!(:

yes so finished up bout 5 plus.
later left for project at maddy's place.
i tell you tht freakin bus took like forver to come!
55MINS!
bleahs!

so by the time i reached her house was like 7 plus?
yes so did until 8 plus?
okay didnt do anything as usual.
but they alr started before i came yea.

yupps
okays there's smtg i wan to say but i jus cant seem to rmb so forget it.
hahas.

toodles!(:

cheryl koh! hahas YES YES!i'll be missing missing you too alriteys?hahas oh whys you let her rape you!hahas it's okays i'll jus go tell snr mary and martha can alr!hahas okays jus kiddin.hahas alriteys love ya too my dear!(:

wells pretty tired!
hahas was like practically dozing off every lesson.

an okay day lar.
hahas snrs had match after sch.
THEY WON!((:
whoots my snrs soo totally rock like i always say!

yes and DEVAN IS UBER UBER CUTE!
hahas xuening likes him too i can see!
hahas too bad xuening he's MINE!(:

wells was pretty pissed too.
hahas well i can't stand it for the fact tht people say tht i FORCE them to do smtg.
i mean like they have their own choice and stuff.
and if they really didnt wan to do smtg no one can force them rites?

and yes if you somehow dun wan to do smtg dun say you wan to do it in e first place.
and at least have the courtesy to tell me first when you choose not too at least.
and dun jus have me on.
it's really pissin wells.

hahas anws i dun bother bout such idiotic pple lar.
hahas today was pretty fine i guess.
i was feelin pretty high and retarded hahas.
yes okays lar ve got nothin to say heh.

tatas!

snr kim! hahash eh NO!hahas cos im nice like i always am so i wont fight with you for nutella!hahas she jus LOVES me naturally!(:

tiffany! TIFFANY OH TIFFANY!!(:hahas oh man i LOVE LOVE you tooo!!!(:im gonna miss you the wholee of next week mans!hahahs

whoots the feelin of being happy is jus sooo GREAT!

hahas i was like damn freaking pissed less then an hour ago.
but im uber happy now!
the feeling!
hahas of not being pissed!
the feeling!
of giving!
the feeling!
of forgiving!
the feeling!
of jus saying sorry and everything be alrite!(:
the feeling!
OF BEING HAPPY!((:

okays so my weekend didnt really kick of tht well.
things turned better(:

sat!
had meeting!
but i left halfway cos had training!
hahas i love xuening and salad!
we made a song for snr mary!
hahas

MARY HAD A LIL BALL!
(too be sung to the tune of 'mary had a little lamb')

MARY HAD A LITTLE BALL
LITTLE BALL
LITTLE BALL
MARY HAD A LITTLE BALL
WHICH WAS RED WHITE AND BLUE

AND EVERYTIME THT MARY SHOOTS
MARY SHOOTS
MARY SHOOTS
EVERYTIME THT MARY SHOOTS
THE BALL WOULD SURE GO IN

haha and to be continued..
hahas yes later had lunch at tiong bahru!
with xuening,salad,snr mary,martha,xinyi,kimberley and yujia.

hahas i was pretty hyper thens.
hahas anws snr mary and snr xinyi are darn freakin funny!
ate at kfc!
cos we had the coupons.

hahas ate and walked ard later.
and i liked this phrase now!
EXCUSE ME,PLEASE!
hahas i have been using it since!

yes later had to rush off for ballet.
hahas then later had dinner!

sonia's birthday!
at outback!
wah super nice the food there!
and super ex!
the bill was like 250 plus?
*faints*

hahas yes and
DEVAN IS SUCH A CUTIE CUTIE PIE!
I SOOOO LOVE LOVE HIM!
IM GOIN STEAL HIM SHERLYN!
(if you are reading this)
anws i JUS LOVE DEVAN SOO!

yes and he gave me a kiss when i left okays!
hahas

sun!
had church in e morning!
combined service.
it was pretty okays.

later when to alastair's house for project.
GOSH I CAN'T SIT THE LRT FOR NUTS!
it jus gives me a bad bad headache!
hahas
and it's was uber funny lar!
hahas i didnt know how to get out of the lrt gate!:P
heh so i had too crawl underneath.
bleahs super paiseh.
hahas

so yea things were pretty fun and stuffs..
didnt get WORK done as usual.
hahas dinner at mos.

okies tht's bout all.
and i dun have my file.
so im NOT goin do any of my hw((:
not tht i dun wan.
but i cant so it's a diff story.

hahas alrites then.
SENIORS MATCH TML!
whoots!they soo rock they are goin to win!
ALL E BEST SNRS!(:
i'll be praying for each and every single one of you all!(:

okies thens.
tatas!

HAVE FAITH!
>LIFE GOES ON AND IT'S ONLY GONNA MAKE ME STRONG!

jim! hahas oh REALLYYY?i thought it was more like someone called..JIM!.heh hahahas!

snr kimberley! hahas nopes im NOT jealous!hahahas not one bit!hhahahas i give you chance you can have her all to urself!(:i've got others!hahahhahas

cheryl koh! heys my darling darling dearie dearie dear! love love love ya too!!((:

elis! hello! hahas wells you also very funny mah!hahas nothing also laugh one hahahas!but it's snr mary and martha make me wan to laugh one lor!hahas im not crazy i dun laugh for nothign one k!hahahahas alrites linked alr!

boos!
well this week is okay lar.
nothing particular happy nor sad happened.
though it passed pretty quickly!

hahas wells snrs won their match((:
they soo totally ROCK!

and my lost library book was found!
tht saved me $22!!

and im not quite sure.

wells tests so far are pretty okays.
but i HATE mr neo!
he's like AHH!

and he is really pissing me more each day!
like for x country instead of congratulating me or stuffs.
he's like aiyoh aileen why you nvr get first?!
like whatever you run confirmed get sec last!

and he's like PURPOSELY changing my place!
well you can't stand me neither can I stand YOU!
and most prob the whole class can't too!

AHH!
oh wells i shant watse my breath and effort on him!

today i went out with sherlyn.
like 7 smtg.
went to watch rumor has it.
it's alrites..

tml's sonia's birthday!
goin out with them too!
oh wells.

i'm freakin tired lar!
goin to slp!
tml still got some meeting and training!
FREAKIN EARLY IN E MORNING!
DAMN.


hahas k then tatas!

snr kim! hello!hahas love ya too!!((:and about HER we'll see!hahas fine but she doesnt like me!she only LOVES you!hahas are you happy!?

cheryl! hahas i will thank you my dear!(:

jim! hahas jim you lousy lar!!hahas catch cannot catch throw cannot throw!hahas what can you do?!hahas man you CAN'T even be a MONKEY!

maddy! hahas my sentiments exactly!!

boos!
hahas havent been updatind lately cos my keyboard at home is spoilt!
and im too lazy to change it bleahs!:P
IT lessons now.
so ive gotta take this opportunity to blog now.
anws.

lets see my weekend!

fri!
hmms i cannot really rmb what happened though..
hmms had lunch at dover with snr mary martha xinyi kimberley and xuening!(:
(oppsie mr lee jus caught me using this.anws he's nice he let me continue(:)
so yes i was sayin had lunch at dover.
later we went back to sch..
snr mary was so nice she taught me factorisation cos i didn't understand a SHIT!
thank you snr mary!((:
got home pretty early.
yes.

sat!
X COUNTRY!(:
woke up uber uber early!
i was damn nervous pls!
then later reach there blah blah.
hahas anws i got 2ND!((:
im uber uber uber uber happy la!
hahas my dearest spider got FIRST!(:

yes after x country went to sentosa!
hahas was pretty hot.
then later RAIN!
bleahs i was so uncomfortable cos i didnt bring xtra clothes?
hahsa but i mus admit i did enjoy though hahas
AND SNR MARY AND MARTHA ARE V FUNNY!they're so cool!(:hahahas

yes so tht's my sat.

sun!
had church uber uber early in e morning!
later walked over to ps cos my churchs uber near there for brunch.
hahas later me and my sis went on a unintended shopping spree!
hahas yes tht's bout it la.

hahas wells pretty great weekend to end a pretty great week((:
hahsa BUT im still having this irritating flu.
which causing overexcessive phlegm and mucus.
hahas okays tht's sick.

alrites actually i got alot of things to blog about..
but i cant really rmb the details bleahs!
anws NATALIE IS SUPER CUTE AND PPRETTYY!!
hahs okays.
toodles!(:

boos!
hahas okays im pretty happy this few days!((:

let's see what i did!
monday:
well it was okay.
OH OH had match!
hahas i guess tht was the highlight tht made me happy!(:

tues!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
hahas i came to sch with a dustbin filled of roses!and a box cover filled of chocolates!
hahas only thing tht was my rses whihc i was giving was dying.
cos had NO water!
haha some pple managed to save thiers!
cos they quickly put in water!hahas
then yupps
it was a happy day for me!
and thanks everyone for ur gifts too!((:

today!
hahas lessons were okays.
after sch had cheer thingy..
pretty screwed!
hahas later went dwn to watch snrs!
they played against crescent!
and they won!

YAY I LOVE MY SNRS THEY SOO ROCK!(:

yupps haha somemre things lar but im to lazy to into details!
hahsa gtta study for hist test tml!
so tatas!((:


cheryl!hahsa but dun worry the percentage of me goin to migrate will be little hahas!so you would get heart attack!hahahsa

okays i jus made an uber uber long post and it got deleted again!
bleahs!

anws im in a good mood so i wun get angry and jus start again.

HELLO!(:

hahas been pretty tired and busy this few days!

ytd was prety okay.
lessons was pretty fun.
hahas and maths is gettin better(:
not the teacher though.
but im tryin to make it seem better.
hahas

after sch snrs had match.
they are really GOOD!
ah!hahas was raining actually then later stopped.

after tht i went back to sch.
then later i went to clementi macs
cos snr xinyi was really nice.
she teach me my maths and sci cos i didnt understand a shit as usual.
hahas til bout dunno what time i forgot heh.


today had training!
it was pretty fun.
and smtg embarresing happen to me!
hahas at least i cnsider it embarresing hahas.
those who were there would know(:

yupps then later at night i send my cousin off at e airport.
made me think alot of things.
i was wondering i would pretty much wan to go overseas to study too.
or even to migrate!

then i was thinking even if i were to migrate i wouldnt tell anybody.
jus before the day im leaving i would jus say:
"okay im goin to migrate tml and nvr cming back again BYE!"

yes i dunno.
i jus feel soo.
anws.

valentines day coming!
and i havent prepared finish my gift!
hhas i've decided to make 32 gifts!
hahas random number dun ask me why heh.

so yupps anws i havent finished making yet lars!
and it's all so packed up cos there's jus s many things to do.
hahas hopefully everyting would go well(:

yupp and X COUNTRY IS NEXT WEEK!
im lookin forward!
heh but then i CMI lar!
my stamina's dropped.
and the sec 1s are uber gd):
i doubt i can hit my target.!

none the less i'll try!(:
>what the mind can believe and concieve, it CAN acheive.!
so yea jia you aileen!((:

yupps okays so i was thinking im goin macritchie on thurs!
hahas trial run!
anybody interested to go with me?

yupps so tht's bout it..
i gotta get back to my gifts!

toodles and i am HAPPY!((:

>IT IS LOVING NOT BEING LOVE THAT LIFE HAS IT FULLEST EXPRESSION!

im soo tired and full!

jus got home..
byje birthday!
ate at sakae.
i'm so full i could practically puke everything out now..

okays so sch was pretty okay i guess today.
normal lessons.
nothing particularly funny or interesting..

music was pretty fun i guess.
yupps tht's bout all..

okays byes!

>HAPPY BIRTHDAY BYJE!((:

maddy! hahas fine lar maddy!whatever it is!COMPLICATED NAME!

verena! wells read ur blog..you cheer up too yea!hahas it's been some time since i last see you!hahas i'll see you soon when i go jasmine house. then we can PLAY!hahas okays you take care pls!(:

cheryl koh! hahas whys!oh wells im lookin forward!but then im scared!they give us so little time to train!i dunno!hahas ohs!oh well we're two forgetful ones yea!but at least ur better then me!hahas im worst!hahas okays okays i'll go tag ur board!but i dunno what to say too heh!hahas kay LOVE YA TOO!((:

jim! hahas oh wells jia you for ur next match then!you can then it!(:

i'm soo tired!

okays i've got soo much things to say but dun know where to start..
well i've been really hmm blur/forgetful/careless?this few days lar!
i almost lost my:
1. hp
2.the class fund which consists of about 300 plus to 400?
3.my whole bunch of keys
4.my wallet.
5.and whole lot more stuffs i cant think of..bleahs!
but:
1.thankfully i didnt(:
2.i ran round like the whole sch bout 4 or 5 times to look for it with salad and finally found it in my form class(:thank goodness.
3.i announce to the whole world it was missin and it was nicely retured to me the next day(:thank you nathaneal..
4.thank you julia for helping me find it man.hahas im sorry but im really forgetful but thanks a whole bunch yea!(:

yes and there's like soo many htings on my mind
so many things to do!
haiz!

and i seriously dun mind doin or helping them do this stuffs but im NEVER appreciated.
not even a word of thanks..
sometimes i really ask myself why am i doin all this lar..
i really dunno.

and oOH!
x-country!
shit lar im suppose to go runnig with kumar at matrichie!(however you spell it)
hahas but i've been like postphoning it lar!
sorry girl!hahas

and oh the sec 1s are damn enthu lar!
like what the hell!hahas

and there's jus a whle bunch of things comin up and i jus got no time..
haiz i also dunno lar!bleahs.

so many things yet there's so little time):bleahs.

okays it's gonna be hard to post..
cos my whole bottom roll of the keyboard is spoilt..
then i hve to use the on screen keybord..
stupid rites anws..

ytd was cny celebrations..
nothin much to say bout it..

after tat had training..
it was okay la..
played match with snrs!
they all very GOOD!
I LOVE MY SNRS!(:

i think i played really suckily..
haiz fell down again!
my elbow hurts really badly nw..
ahh!

later went to dover have lunch..
ate with xuening, snr kim mary and martha..

after tht went to queensway with nat jing and esther..
look at the skirts for the team..
more or less decided alr..

haha nat jing and esther are crazy bunch of pple!
haha lotsa retarded stuffs they did heh..
went home bout 7 plus..

and i was locked out of my house!
cos i forgot to brin key!
stupid thing!
waited bout 1 hour..
but it was not so bad
cos my dearest xuening was keepin me company over the phone(:

oh man i realise i got sunburnt!
and a really ugly one at tht!
bleah!

hahs later i talked to xuening over the phone again.
AND I FELL ASLEEP HALFWAY!
heh today morning found my phone on the floor..
oh wells..

the ang baos has started coming in!
whoots bring in more!
hahas..

anws HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR EVERYONE!(:

i've got more to say but my hands alr hurting from clicking the letters soo..
tadas!

snr kim! hello!(:

so today wasn't tht bad i guess..

had hist then chi..
pretty okay.

had recess..
ATE A FEAST!
shared by me byje and salad((:

later had maths.
i SLEPT through man!
im like a walking zoombie!
cos i totaly didnt know waht i was talking and doin.
heh bolin said i took out my handphone.
like gosh i had no freakin idea!
i did not lar!
freaky!
then later nathanael said i asked him a question about swimming.
but i like so did not!
swiming?out of point pls..
okay so maths was freaky..
there's more to it but shant say..

oh and there's maths test tml!
i so do not understand!
and neither does more then 75% of the class.
so yea prepare to welcme a bombartion of failures..

though i understand abit cos i ask pple to teach me.
thank you!(:

okays later had eng.
spelling sucks nowadays!

then MUSIC!
omg like it's like haiz i also dunno how to say.
but caleb's grp do make pretty good gu niangs((:

hahas im goin to merge grp with anoter grp!
then i'll can be more slack and not so stressed(:

last period was science!
OH MAN MY SCIENCE CMI LA!
i prefer mr chan!
im so goin to fail the test!
and there's like also no time to look for teacher):

and yet again we were whack with ANOTHER pw.
of which also must be handed up after chinese new yr the week!
i seriously seriously SURRENDER!

later had training!
pretty slack.
as usual without coach..
im fallin sick soon i think.

OH MAN OH MAN!
IM DAMN SCARED FOR TML MATCH LAR!
IF WE DUN WIN THEN..
HAIZ.
I DUNNO!
BUT WE MUST!
WE CAN!
AND WE WILL WIN!
ahs i mus have confidence in my team and most imptly myself!
so yea im tryin!(:

kays so im still damn scared!
ahs!
okays nvm.
gtg study for maths test tml!DAMN IT!

toodles!

jim! hey i am NOT dreaming lor! WHY DOESN'T SURRENDER WORK!hahas i wouldnt mind it being the fall of aileen or whatever shit but i jus surrender!seriously!im tired):

liyan! yea we mus catch up more yea!yupps okays thank!and yes i'm tryin to cheer up alr..you to man!and maddy too((:

maddy! yea maddy thanks for being here!you cheer up to yea!LOVE!(:

BOO!:)))

okays i think this is one of my best days since sch reopened!heh
okay lets see from e start of e day..

I WOKE UP LATE!
hahas so was super chiong!

heh but i was still on time and early nonetheless!(:
PRAISE THE LORD!!((:


okay first period was PE!
heh it was okay but i DO NOT like mr neo's pe and maths!

heh had this hurdle thingy.
super funny actually i was jus DEMOSTRATING how to crash into the box in an emergency crisis..
but those stupid guys thought i really fell in..
like please lar it's so low!
i mean like maybe only SOME pple cannot lar.

hahas anws had captains ball.
a score of zero zero i tihnk heh.
super messy lar!hahsa

later had CHAPEL!
heh my FAVOURITE period in sch..
but it's like the atmosphere and liveliness is not there..
everythings diff form last yr.

but nonetheless my hearts is still on fire for worship for GOD!
so yea!
GOD IS GREAT!AND HIS PRAISE FILLS THE AIR!FILLS THE HEAVENS!((:

okay but we missed tht song cos they called the councillors out so yea):

later had english!
err we had a test which i didnt know how to do?
nvms.

later had MATHS!
oh oh highlight!!!
it's is finally scienticfically mathematically and whatever ly proven tht..
1.I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND IN CLASS..
2.HE CAN'T TEACH FOR NUTS..(but he's smart.)
and everyone has to agree to tht fact!
point being: 75% OF THE CLASS FAILED FOR THE TEST..of which about 20 had a ZERO!
how cool is tht man!
hahas
anws i've got nothing more to say bout tht.

later had hist.
i think mr ezal was pmsing..
could sense it.
but his one of our best teacher so far!


had chinese last period!
ting xie.
heh i hmm SECRET!((:
later had some blah blah bullshit and stuff yea..

school ended.
went to t zone.
ate..
PLAYED CARROM!
heh my poor lil finger is pain lar!
and GLENN is evil!
MING RUI is nicer((:


okay later was SUPPOSEDLY suppose to have pw.
but yea you could guess.

played captains and monkey ball instead:P
sorry pple..

anws yea had fun.
goin to lil india later..

ooH im stayin over at maddy's place!
hahas coolness.

okays tht's all i shant keep jae sung waiting too long!
tadaas!

and im stressed out by over excessive PROJECTS!TESTS!AND WORKS WORKS WORKS!

freaking busy!heh okays..
and surrender never seems to work):

BOO!:)))

okays i think this is one of my best days since sch reopened!heh
okay lets see from e start of e day..

I WOKE UP LATE!
hahas so was super chiong!

heh but i was still on time and early nonetheless!(:
PRAISE THE LORD!!((:


okay first period was PE!
heh it was okay but i DO NOT like mr neo's pe and maths!

heh had this hurdle thingy.
super funny actually i was jus DEMOSTRATING how to crash into the box in an emergency crisis..
but those stupid guys thought i really fell in..
like please lar it's so low!
i mean like maybe only SOME pple cannot lar.

hahas anws had captains ball.
a score of zero zero i tihnk heh.
super messy lar!hahsa

later had CHAPEL!
heh my FAVOURITE period in sch..
but it's like the atmosphere and liveliness is not there..
everythings diff form last yr.

but nonetheless my hearts is still on fire for worship for GOD!
so yea!
GOD IS GREAT!AND HIS PRAISE FILLS THE AIR!FILLS THE HEAVENS!((:

okay but we missed tht song cos they called the councillors out so yea):

later had english!
err we had a test which i didnt know how to do?
nvms.

later had MATHS!
oh oh highlight!!!
it's is finally scienticfically mathematically and whatever ly proven tht..
1.I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND IN CLASS..
2.HE CAN'T TEACH FOR NUTS..(but he's smart.)
and everyone has to agree to tht fact!
point being: 75% OF THE CLASS FAILED FOR THE TEST..of which about 20 had a ZERO!
how cool is tht man!
hahas
anws i've got nothing more to say bout tht.

later had hist.
i think mr ezal was pmsing..
could sense it.
but his one of our best teacher so far!


had chinese last period!
ting xie.
heh i hmm SECRET!((:
later had some blah blah bullshit and stuff yea..

school ended.
went to t zone.
ate..
PLAYED CARROM!
heh my poor lil finger is pain lar!
and GLENN is evil!
MING RUI is nicer((:


okay later was SUPPOSEDLY suppose to have pw.
but yea you could guess.

played captains and monkey ball instead:P
sorry pple..

anws yea had fun.
goin to lil india later..

ooH im stayin over at maddy's place!
hahas coolness.

okays tht's all i shant keep jae sung waiting too long!
tadaas!

and im stressed out by over excessive PROJECTS!TESTS!AND WORKS WORKS WORKS!

freaking busy!heh okays..
and surrender never seems to work):

HAIZ..BAD DAY AGAIN...
been feelin really upset and stuffs..


in fact i havent had a GOOD one day this yr.
everything jus doesn't seem to go my way..
i jus feel so sad, lousy, hmms i dunno!
troubled!
tht's jus soo many things on my mind!
in my heart!

i wanna give it to the Lord..jus throw away everything!
maybe then would i feel better..


i really want things to be like last yr!
when everything was soo much simple!
so much perfecter!
so much carefree!
so much better!


i'm going to breakdown soon..
actually i alr have..
but im goin break down even harder AGAIN.

haiz.
i jus wanna go to a world where i dun have to care about anything!
i'll MAYBE then be happy!


which is jus something i wish cos it's not reality..
*snaps*and i wake up again..

i'm trying!
i really am!
to make things right!

but somehow it ALWAYS ends up wrong!
i really really dun know what to do!
someone help me please!!):

haiz nothing interestin has happenm this past few days..
bad things have lar..

oh wells but i dun wanna blog bout them..

hmms normal day today..
i was feelin down:(
lessons were pretty slack..
i like mondays too(:

had training after tht..
wasn't soo good as well:(
oh wells things doesn't seem to be goin my way this few days!

but nonetheless i mus be happy!((:
so SMILE!If you can't lift the corners, let the middle sag!(:

okies toodles!(:

whee!okays today was rather fine..

managed to keep SLIGHTLY awake durin lessons..

as usual english was super bad.
got somewhat punished again..
i dun like my english teacher!!!


anws had training after sch..
me and salad were late.
thanks to jac(:
well cant only blame her had a part to play..
shldnt have dilly dally so much..


later normal training.
the sec 1 joined us..

yupps tht's bout it..
another normal day..

GOD ANSWERS PRAYER!((:

okies so today wasnt all tht bad..
lesson were alrites..

class contact was shittish though.
seriously my teacher thinks class contact is math lesson..
so he ends up teaching us..
when it's suppose to be doin misc and stuffs..

hahas anws was suppose to have traning after sch...
and then it rained..
but we still had traninig.
indoor and outdoor..
hhahas God answers prayer!(:


yupps then we trained..
it was pretty okay..
hahas im praying it would rain on wed!
cos it's not nice tranining in the rain!
hahas


yupp later had a very heavy/expensive dinner with my family..
hahas my daddy's birthday mah..
hahas i had crab, sharks fin and some more lar hahas..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!(:

yupps okays im very tired gonna slp!
gd nites!(:


cheryl darling!thanks for ever being so sweet and nice and always here for me!i jus love you soooo!!!hahas love ya!(:

liyan!hahas fine so you havent forgotten me but you rmb maddy more then me!hahahahs

so it's rainining again today..
has been raining everyday since monday ..

jus got home from church..
got drenched in the rain.
gonna fall sick soon!


anws i damn freaking pissed.hurt.sad.angry..
with my family..
especially my mother and oldest sister and brother..


like they're so freakin hurtful lar..
jus cos i dun let my brother play the computer for his own good..
they start sayin tht im so evil so bad..
my mother even threaten to cane me..
by all means cane!i dun freakin care!
i stand by what i say..

and my mother calls me a shit..
like okays fine nvm..
i dun freakin care anymore!
this is not the first time anws..


and my sis like sayin im the worst sister ever and all those hurtful stuffs..
like all this im doin for his own good!
why cant they understand..!?!
i freaking so damn hurt i wanna give up on him alr but if i do he's totally gone case..


why cant they see tht im tryin to care for him..
why cant they even appreciate..
why mus they freakin be soo hurtful and say those things to me?


do they even care how i feel!
NO!
i jus hate them all la!
and im not jus saying this in a fit of anger but im serious!


i so tired alr i wanna give up on him i jus goin to care for myself..
by all means he can be a failure in life i freakin dun care!

i so tired alr im jus gonna give up..

okays today was pretty okay to me..

hahas was not so hectic and quite slack.
only had two types of book lesson

english and sci.

hahas after tht had IT then art..
i think i like fridays nowadays!

hahas and thursdays also..

it used to be tuesday last yr..



anws im so totally dozing off every class lar!
im so damn freaking tired i cant concentrate properly!
okays let's jus hope it's only the beginning and i won't be like tht in future..


hahas anws i had to go toilet every single lesson..
jus to wash my face cos i was uber uber tired!


oh and i so dun like art lar!
i cant shade for nuts!
i gotta get pple do for me!
hahas so pai seh!:P

anws after that slacked ard til 330 before duty starts.
play with gummy bears.!
MARCUS KOH IS SUPER SICK!


then duty started..
car park duty!
hehs well it was alrites.
hahas pretty fun..

jus as nice as ushering i guess..

but try standing for a few hours non stop and she whether ur legs will break!
hahas not forgetting it was raining!

so you have to hold an umbrella, a walkie talkie as well as give directions.!
hahas not forgetting the umbrella was freaking heavy pls!


anws it was fun the whole thing overall..

after tht i fetched snr xinyi and snr mary home..
cos it was uber late like 11 smtg...

so by the time reach home is 12 plus..

yupps now im SUPER DUPER UBER EXHUASTED!
i could prob fall asleep now..

but i cant cos i havent bathe!
so gotta go bath now!
hahas tata!

hahas and i wan the orientation shirt lor!
it's quite nice lar!
hahas im goin to beg the sec 1 for it lar!
or maybe jus buy wan if it's for sell!(:


jim!WOW jim so you've mastered the skill of clicking the mouse once eh!

tiff!hahas nah im as ugly as ever hahas..i'm missin you too la!so sorry jus tht this week i have been ever so busy!but no worries im goin to mangae my time well from now onwards so i
ll have time for everything!(:love ya!

okays today was pretty okay to me..

hahas was not so hectic and quite slack.
only had two types of book lesson

english and sci.

hahas after tht had IT then art..
i think i like fridays nowadays!

hahas and thursdays also..

it used to be tuesday last yr..



anws im so totally dozing off every class lar!
im so damn freaking tired i cant concentrate properly!
okays let's jus hope it's only the beginning and i won't be like tht in future..


hahas anws i had to go toilet every single lesson..
jus to wash my face cos i was uber uber tired!


oh and i so dun like art lar!
i cant shade for nuts!
i gotta get pple do for me!
hahas so pai seh!:P

anws after that slacked ard til 330 before duty starts.
play with gummy bears.!
MARCUS KOH IS SUPER SICK!


then duty started..
car park duty!
hehs well it was alrites.
hahas pretty fun..

jus as nice as ushering i guess..

but try standing for a few hours non stop and she whether ur legs will break!
hahas not forgetting it was raining!

so you have to hold an umbrella, a walkie talkie as well as give directions.!
hahas not forgetting the umbrella was freaking heavy pls!


anws it was fun the whole thing overall..

after tht i fetched snr xinyi and snr mary home..
cos it was uber late like 11 smtg...

so by the time reach home is 12 plus..

yupps now im SUPER DUPER UBER EXHUASTED!
my eyes can hardly open!
i've got aches on my body
and my legs are jus so jelly liked!
i could prob fall asleep now..

but i cant cos i havent bathe!
so gotta go bath now!
hahas tata!

hahas and i wan the orientation shirt lor!
it's quite nice lar!
hahas im goin to beg the sec 1 for it lar!
or maybe jus buy wan if it's for sell!(:


jim!WOW jim so you've mastered the skill of clicking the mouse once eh!

tiff!hahas nah im as ugly as ever hahas..i'm missin you too la!so sorry jus tht this week i have been ever so busy!but no worries im goin to mangae my time well from now onwards so i
ll have time for everything!(: